Hawkstone9199

weLL its Like 10... and my dad isnt home yet. he pobLey went to a bar and got drunk... yippy for me... not rLy. but etLeaced he is going over to that girLs hows tonight... my cut is stiLL deep and hasnt heaLed yet... not that i wouLD have thought it wouLd have but whattever. i can type aLittLe faster then before... weLL my dad shouLd be coming home in a haLf hour or so... and i wont be abLe to update another journaL entry for about a week or so. tomarrow my mom is coming over at 9am and is gonna pick me up and take me to see my reLitives... (cusins, ect.) weLL i think that might be him. wont want to risk finding that out... so bye.

weLL woke up this morning with a knife in my Left arm. i was Locked in my room. but at 6am my father Let me out beause that "girL" came and he didnt want to disapoint her... then at 8am she took us to go horse back riding. before i Left to go horse back riding, i had to tare the knife out of my skin. i couLdnt use my Left arm so when i rode i had to use my right arm... weLL it stiLL hurts and i shouLdnt be typing on the computer but i am on it anyways... weLL my Left are is starting to bLead aLot so id better go. i have to go ingect it. bye. wish me Luck i dont kiLL my seLf with the needLe. hehe.

weLL, got home today at 3:23. my dad didnt do anything suprizingLy. he brought this girL home. didnt know who she was. he toLd me to be nice to her but i didnt Listen. why wouLd i? i put gLue in her hair when sshe was sLeeping. then i pushed her down the stairs. i did aLL this 2 days ago before i Left to go over to my cusins but i stiLL dont know what he wiLL do Later on tonight cause shes Leaving to go back to her pLace... weLL my brother just got home. he'LL proLLy tortcher me but... aLL i can do is hope my brother and dad dont burn me Later on tonight... if you dont know what i mean, my 29 year oLd brother and my 48 year oLd dad both smoke